My heart can't break anymore?

My heart is still empty after a breakup I had over a year ago. It was my first love, and I've never been happier. I know he loved me with all his heart too. My parents forced us to break up after finding a bad text message (taken wrong). What kills me is neither of us wanted to break up but I had to end it under STRICT orders. Him and I haven't spoken since that day but I heard his friends say they've never seen him look so sad. He's tried to text me like 3 times but I couldn't answer. No matter how much time passes from that terrible day I still get the same goosebumps I did the first time when I think of our times together. There hasn't been a day that I don't think of him. I love him so much. I can't even count all the things I miss about him. I don't know what to do because I can't stand to be without him anymore, but my parents said I'm never to talk to him again.